Antsy Spanko Girl
*Sigh*
I really need a good spanking.
I need to be spanked hard. Well, I always need to be spanked.....usually I walk around with my spanking need whispering in my ear "spanking, spanking, spanking".........but at the moment, my need is working itself into a whiney, squirmy, gritted teeth kind of high pitched chant "spankiNG, spankING, SPANKING!!!!"
This always happens when my Spanker is a million miles away. The need to be whacked grows and I have to wait, frustrated and yearning, until he returns. Until then, I am all about spanking.....
A few thoughts on implements:
I love the paddle because of the after sting. I also like it because it challenges me. The pain is intense enough that I need to really concentrate to work through it, and I like that. If I can deal with the actual swat (I find the paddle to be the most intense implement in punishment) the aftersting is the most amazing thing. I think in some ways, it almost makes the swat worth it to feel that very warmish, echo-y kind of stinging feeling that I can feel all the way through my bottom.
I love the belt because it holds a special place in my heart. I also love it because of the sound it makes.....for some reason, I love the sound.....it is hypnotic. I love the clinking sound the buckle makes as it is unbuckled, I love the sound of leather against fabric as the belt slides through belt loops......I love the thwacking sound of leather on bare flesh.
I think I could be whipped all day with a belt and die a happy girl, bottom bared, propped up by several pillows, lying face down on the bed. Hmm...although I dont think I would actually want to die that way. It seems like one of those Elvis moments.....
I remember that during one session, Professor made me watch in the mirror while he used a belt on my bottom. To be honest, I loved the belt even more after that day. Seeing my Disciplinarian standing over me, swinging that well worn leather belt was amazing.....definite swoon potential there ;)
I love the cane because it is schoolish and we only use it in his office on campus. I am a sucker for all things school girl and a crook handled cane is symbolic of school corporal punishment. I love being bent over a chair in the middle of his office, jeans pooled around my ankles, squirming and biting my lip as the cane lands smartly on my bottom, voices and footsteps outside in the hallway.
I love the hairbrush because it makes me feel like a little girl. And it is always nice to feel like a little girl. I love the sting of the hairbrush, the sound and the "domestic" feeling of it. A hairbrush spanking right before bed, panties and pjs down around knees? Nothing is swoonier. Nothing at all. Well, except the words "Go get me your hairbrush, Naughty One"
*swoon* *sigh*
See? spanking spanking spanking.
I really need a good spanking.
I really need a good spanking.
I need to be spanked hard. Well, I always need to be spanked.....usually I walk around with my spanking need whispering in my ear "spanking, spanking, spanking".........but at the moment, my need is working itself into a whiney, squirmy, gritted teeth kind of high pitched chant "spankiNG, spankING, SPANKING!!!!"
This always happens when my Spanker is a million miles away. The need to be whacked grows and I have to wait, frustrated and yearning, until he returns. Until then, I am all about spanking.....
A few thoughts on implements:
I love the paddle because of the after sting. I also like it because it challenges me. The pain is intense enough that I need to really concentrate to work through it, and I like that. If I can deal with the actual swat (I find the paddle to be the most intense implement in punishment) the aftersting is the most amazing thing. I think in some ways, it almost makes the swat worth it to feel that very warmish, echo-y kind of stinging feeling that I can feel all the way through my bottom.
I love the belt because it holds a special place in my heart. I also love it because of the sound it makes.....for some reason, I love the sound.....it is hypnotic. I love the clinking sound the buckle makes as it is unbuckled, I love the sound of leather against fabric as the belt slides through belt loops......I love the thwacking sound of leather on bare flesh.
I think I could be whipped all day with a belt and die a happy girl, bottom bared, propped up by several pillows, lying face down on the bed. Hmm...although I dont think I would actually want to die that way. It seems like one of those Elvis moments.....
I remember that during one session, Professor made me watch in the mirror while he used a belt on my bottom. To be honest, I loved the belt even more after that day. Seeing my Disciplinarian standing over me, swinging that well worn leather belt was amazing.....definite swoon potential there ;)
I love the cane because it is schoolish and we only use it in his office on campus. I am a sucker for all things school girl and a crook handled cane is symbolic of school corporal punishment. I love being bent over a chair in the middle of his office, jeans pooled around my ankles, squirming and biting my lip as the cane lands smartly on my bottom, voices and footsteps outside in the hallway.
I love the hairbrush because it makes me feel like a little girl. And it is always nice to feel like a little girl. I love the sting of the hairbrush, the sound and the "domestic" feeling of it. A hairbrush spanking right before bed, panties and pjs down around knees? Nothing is swoonier. Nothing at all. Well, except the words "Go get me your hairbrush, Naughty One"
*swoon* *sigh*
See? spanking spanking spanking.
I really need a good spanking.