Spank Horny
Professor says I am spank-horny.
I haven't seen him since July and we are meeting on Tuesday afternoon for a Professor/naughtyone spankfest.
Yeah...I guess I am a bit spank-horny. And I am also in need of reconnecting with Professor.
He wears many hats in our relationship and doles out many different kinds of spankings in scene. He is friend, Father-figure, tour guide, punisher etc. He wears each hat when appropriate and doles out the appropriate spanking depending on my/his needs.
Tuesday? I don't want punishment. I don't want to feel like a naughty teenager standing in front of her Disciplinarian...or even a spankee getting a spanking "just for spankings sake" from the Spanker who understands....I want to be the trembling, weak kneed girl standing in front of dark, Sado-Professor guy, her heart thumping and her head spinning.
Ever since we scheduled Tuesday's spankfest, I have had one spank fantasy after another about it......that guy.....the one that makes my knees shake when I see him....the demading, forceful Sado-Prof guy....the one who pushes buttons, turns me upside and inside out emotionally...the guy who pushes my physical limits just because he can and because it pleases him to do so.....the one who delights in mental thrill games while spanking my bottom hard...
I want to *feel* his ownership. I need to be re-connected with Professor after being apart for so long, and so I want all of my buttons and triggers to be pushed and prodded and pushed again by the only person who knows how to do that.....I want him to re-establish his role as Chief Button Pusher/Spanking Thrill Giver.
I long to reconnect with the one person in my life who has the ability to dominate and spank me *hard*..... until I am gasping, wriggling, squirming, bottom burning, begging.... pleading with Him to stop.......the person who is creative enough....and sadistic enough....to really tweak my psyche .....the guy who delights in causing me discomfort.....the guy who appreciates the subtle details....the guy who will unabashedly exploit my triggers until I am finally played out, satiated, thoroughly spanked.....feeling very much *His* naughty one and there is no question in my mind of his ownership.
Hmm...yeah...I *am* spank-horny
I haven't seen him since July and we are meeting on Tuesday afternoon for a Professor/naughtyone spankfest.
Yeah...I guess I am a bit spank-horny. And I am also in need of reconnecting with Professor.
He wears many hats in our relationship and doles out many different kinds of spankings in scene. He is friend, Father-figure, tour guide, punisher etc. He wears each hat when appropriate and doles out the appropriate spanking depending on my/his needs.
Tuesday? I don't want punishment. I don't want to feel like a naughty teenager standing in front of her Disciplinarian...or even a spankee getting a spanking "just for spankings sake" from the Spanker who understands....I want to be the trembling, weak kneed girl standing in front of dark, Sado-Professor guy, her heart thumping and her head spinning.
Ever since we scheduled Tuesday's spankfest, I have had one spank fantasy after another about it......that guy.....the one that makes my knees shake when I see him....the demading, forceful Sado-Prof guy....the one who pushes buttons, turns me upside and inside out emotionally...the guy who pushes my physical limits just because he can and because it pleases him to do so.....the one who delights in mental thrill games while spanking my bottom hard...
I want to *feel* his ownership. I need to be re-connected with Professor after being apart for so long, and so I want all of my buttons and triggers to be pushed and prodded and pushed again by the only person who knows how to do that.....I want him to re-establish his role as Chief Button Pusher/Spanking Thrill Giver.
I long to reconnect with the one person in my life who has the ability to dominate and spank me *hard*..... until I am gasping, wriggling, squirming, bottom burning, begging.... pleading with Him to stop.......the person who is creative enough....and sadistic enough....to really tweak my psyche .....the guy who delights in causing me discomfort.....the guy who appreciates the subtle details....the guy who will unabashedly exploit my triggers until I am finally played out, satiated, thoroughly spanked.....feeling very much *His* naughty one and there is no question in my mind of his ownership.
Hmm...yeah...I *am* spank-horny